February 2011
I can't sleep.
There’s way too damn much on my mind.
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I still think about you. More than I should be. If at all. We went from nonstop chatting to not even saying hello. Sad, how I feel like you’ve forgotten all about me while I’m reminiscing about what we had. And thinking about what I still want with you.
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Losing you has got to be one of the biggest regrets of my life by far. I can’t stop thinking about it sometimes. I’m reminded of it everyday. I know it’s something I have to live with now, but I didn’t think you’d be on my mind so damn much. Especially considering all the time that’s passed. What happened between us, it haunts me. It influences my decisions on a...
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At night, everything hits me the hardest. That’s when I think about everything I try to avoid thinking about during the day. It’s inevitable when I get into bed. I’m tired of being haunted by these unpleasant thoughts at the end of the day.
When a girl says, "suck my dick."
When a girl says, “suck my dick.”
I am going to go to jail. So many girls look so damn older than they really are. 14 year olds starting to look 20. Shit.
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I find this sad, but I don’t know who is following me unless they interact with me somehow.
Liking a post.
Sending me a message.
Reblogging something.
Yea.
I want to find a nice Cambodian girl one day. Maybe date within my race for once. I’ve been with anything, but a Cambodian girl almost. LOL. I’m a hoar.
Lowkey
I miss the girl I was talking to recently. She was so down, and real with me. To be honest, I did kind of like her. More than a little, if not a lot. I just didn’t feel like I was cutting it for her. I guess I’m guilty of leaving for a stupid reason. She actually helped me move on too. K.
I feel like such an adult.
The other day, I drove to Wal-Mart. I did my own grocery shopping. With my money. What the fuck.
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"look there's a cutie!"
illestjay:
I saw someone on my dash and I was like, “who the fuck is that?”
Then I remembered I changed my icon finally.
Fail.
It’s a risky thing having feelings for your bestfriend. That’s a line, I’m really scared to cross. Because if I do, I don’t think I can ever come back from it. It makes or breaks the whole bond for me. And sometimes, it’s worth the risk but I would be devastated if I lost a friend.
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You claim that you fell for a douchebag, or an asshole, but what the fuck? This may come as a surprise to you, but do have somewhat control of your feelings. Yea okay, you fell for a “douchebag” but you let it happen. I don’t feel like covering all my bases when it comes to this right now, but really. That just bugged me a little bit.
LOL @dumbasses who don't dress for the weather.
Wearing a skirt in the freezing cold.
Or a t-shirt, cardigan, and a pea coat on a sunny ass day.
Because that makes all the sense in the world, right?
There's a difference when I talk to people and...
If a person asked me straight up without hiding behind anon, I’m usually nicer. If they’re anonymous, I’m usually a smart ass.
For example:
Anon: Do you really have a baby?
Me: I got 5 kids and three mamas.
Actual person: Do you really have a baby?
Me: No.
The question is based on today’s dumbass questions.
"No offense"
Saying the rudest things, and then saying no offense afterwards is really fucking dumb. How do you honestly expect to say something mean, and get away with it with a little phrase like that. No offense, but I’d still take offense, you dumbass.
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It just really bugs me when you go from lovers to enemies. At first, we were all over each other. Now, we can’t even stand the sight of one another. To be honest, I don’t hate you or anything. It’s just that your hostility towards me, is so obvious that you’re making it hard for me not to retaliate.
January 2011
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I don’t like to smile too much, because my eyes get really small. One closes more than the other. I need to smile more probably. I look too serious when I don’t.
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It’s hard, pretending that someone doesn’t exist when you know they really do. It’s hard getting over someone. Especially when they meant that much to you. If forgetting about them is the only way to pull through, then that’s what I need to do. Because nothing else is really working. I won’t get anywhere if I’m still stuck on you.
FUCKING YOUTUBE ADVERTISEMENTS. I just want to watch my videos.
You’re never going to get anything done if you let your fears hold you back. Wondering, “what if” and being afraid that things won’t go your way. You’ll never know if you don’t try. Worst case scenario, it doesn’t workout. There will always be another opportunity to try again and again after until it goes right.
WatchDUMBFOUNDEAD LIVE.
Bubba Kush
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I’ve been waiting for an excuse to say hi to you, because I don’t want to just randomly say hi. All I need, is an icebreaker just so I can have a reason to talk to you since we don’t normally talk. Hell, we haven’t even said twenty words to each other maybe. I honestly don’t like being just an acquaintance with you. I wouldn’t mind if we were at least friends,...
Dumbfoundead was fucking legit.
I’ll post pics and vids up later when I get home. He was bustin’ freestyles and everything. And he’s fucking funny as hell. I GOT ONE OF HIS SWEATERS AND HE SAID WHAT’S UP TO MY VIDEO CAMERA.
One chance, that's all.
That’s all you have when it comes to taking care of my heart. If I give it to you once, and then you break it, what makes you think I’ll let you have any opportunity to do it again?
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No disrespect, or anything.
But when I try and read Tagalog…
It looks like a shitload of gibberish. LOL.
That’s just what it looks like to me.
I call it, how I see it.
I’ve done everything you normally do to get over you. Trying to keep myself busy. Deleting anything that something to do with you. Hang out with friends. Talk to other people. It just doesn’t seem to work, and I don’t know why. I’m kind of lost. Everything was so much easier, when you were apart of my life. Now that you’re gone, it’s gotten a little more...
Hopeless Romantic
I am one. Or at least, I was one. I believed in having this deep, and special connection with somebody, and never letting anything get between us. Thing is, realistically that never happened. But the truth is, that it was possible not to let anything get between us. It was our fault that we did. And as time flies by, I’m starting to get used to things really go, when it comes relationships....
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I remember when I was with her. In our long distance thing. It was so much more than a thing.
I remember when I was so nervous when I asked her to go on our first webcam “date.”
When I think about it now, I remember how crazy I was over her.
Damn…Good times.
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There are just so many people who are so damn attractive, that they come off as intimidating. They might not be like that at all. But that’s just the way it is sometimes. They seem so unapproachable.
Like, in my head, I feel like I’d never have a chance with them. That’s what keeps me from even saying hello. And I wonder if I did do something about it, and find out that I made...
It was great seeing you again. It’s been way too long. I couldn’t believe you were actually here, in my presence again. All these memories of a better time came rushing towards me when I saw you. I missed it back then. I missed you. I wish you stayed longer. If only time would slow down just for the one day we were together. So I could have taken note of every single moment that made...
LOL.
I saw the dirty look you gave her. Hell, everyone saw it. That shit was two years ago. I don’t even know why you’re trippin’ over it. She didn’t do anything wrong. You don’t even know her enough to actually talk shit on her with your friends. And I heard it from multiple sources that you were. So immature…and so hilarious.
You were the realest thing I ever felt. No doubt about it. And not a day goes by where I don’t think about you. I miss having you in my life. It’s not because I’m lonely. You’re just not in it anymore, and that blows. You are the one thing I can look back on, and always smile about. Maybe even tear up over. Even though you may have forgotten about me, there will always be a...
I used to be one of those people. Who wrote and dedicated everything to the person I was with. Now that I think about it, it must have been annoying as hell for everyone else. I now understand where they are coming from. Some people make it seem like their whole life is centered around their boyfriend/girlfriend, and I think it’s comes to certain point where we get it, and they just need to...
Maybe someday, someone. or something will come and change everything up. Make me forget about my past, and start wondering about what I could have in the future. I’m fine on my own, I guess. But I just wouldn’t mind a little boost. I just need to realize there will be a better time for me.
Can’t Wait To Hate You - The Dream
I...
I’m sick and tired of feeling like this. You have some kind of hold over me, and I really don’t know how to loosen your grip. I think about you, and I’m flooded with all these emotions I don’t want to feel anymore. It’s been so long too. I don’t know why you still do this to me. The fact that I am constantly thinking about you probably doesn’t help either....